School ...

Recently , school has ended and the start of the new term is approaching. its actually starting this Wednesday an most likely be like a regular college days for me. Engineering Isn't as easy as i thought.

One downside is that i managed to fail like 3/4 of the courses I'm taking last term and i will be in the probationary status. i just found out about it this morning and it's making me scared and kind of hating myself and on how i managed to fail like 3 subjects in one go. I feel so stupid because of that. 

Earlier this morning, I don't know why but suicide went along with my thoughts but i managed to make it subside (thanks Dante Alighieri). I'm not religious in any form or shape but i still believe in God so i think i can avoid doing that.

Anyways, i just hope things go well on the next few days and someway or another turn things around. I hope.